Tuesday, March 30, 2010

pemegang lesen P

yess, itu aku. harini alhamdullilah lepas amik lesen P yg telah lama aku idamkan. ye lah selama ni memandu secara haram je kan , so lepas ni tak takut dah.

bermula dgn , 8.15pagi-

pagi pagi buta lagi cikgu rashid dah amik aku dgn dua org lagi.
sampai kat elit, bg dia ic, lesen L gambar dgn duit .agak lama lah jugak tunggu nak dapat turn amik test tu.agak agak sejam setengah lepas tu baru dapat . penat en?
then masuk bilik kat jpj tu, pakcik kamarrudin*si jpj* tu tanya nombor berapa?
then aku pun jawab .

''31''''wah. SHARIFAH, haha , che pah amik lesen kereta kan?''

aku pun dengan cerianya mengangguk dan slengernye menjawab yess. haha
poyo sial, mas tu aku dah nampak dah ada dua org budak sekolah rendah aku dulu . tp buat tak tahu je sbb diorg lelaki , kang aku pg tegor kang tak pasal pasal kena malu je kat situ
so agak lama lah aku menunggu , pandang je jam .
aku sangat mental okay, tengok orang sorg sorang lepas ujian tu, wal hal aku masih menunggu.
penat , tapi sabar kan sebahagian daripada iman.

nasib baik ada kakak ni, dia sgt baik, kitorg banyak berborak, boleh dikatakan through out the day aku stick dgn dia je . and ada lagi 2,3 org yg mcm friendly, actually turn turn kitorg yg lambat ni semua friendly .. byk je cakap,
ni lah kakak yang amik test sekali dgn aku , curi curi amik gamba dia .hehe

dalam masa menunggu tu , aku sg stress tertekan dan agak mental tengok kakak kakak , makcik makcik , yg mengandung pun ada , ada tu terundur sampai terlanggar kereta belakang.bahaya kot , tu lah malang tak berbau.
tik tok tik tok sumpah lama gila , berjam jam sial.
masa tu banyak terbuang, aku minum air 3 tin , haha . kejadian ni berlaku bukan sebab apa, biasanya tester ada 8 org , harini ada 4 je 4 lagi pg pekan , so tu yg habis pukul 3.30 tu, -_-
tapi abg abg jpj kali ni semua sempoi , sporting and ada sorang kak nik ni jpj jugak.

tengah tengah syok aku berangan en , tiba tiba.
actually , bukan apa , teringatkan masa dulu , aku bergadoh dgn bahiyah abd jabar tu sebab aizat kamarulzamman,then kejadian kat water world melaka , HAHA ,yang man tahu tu aku dah cerita ,sgt kelakar okay , mcm not worth it lah jugak en, ni sbb bahiyah tu pun ada amik test sekali. tp dia sgt sombong, haha , apa apa je . she's just a piece from my past.
''sharifah nordiana..amik kereta dua''
wah! turn aku lah pulak ., sumpah berdebar kot.. alhamdullilah lah kereta yg aku dapat tu waras dan membantu aku. seriously, aku hembus nafas dan mulakan dgn bismilah , ye lah aku taknak kandas and kena ULANG , sgt penat. so masa turun bukit tu aku bersyukur dah lepas , and pakcik yg test tu agak muda and handsome . ahaha, parking tu favourite part aku. lepas pun.
so then kebetulan kereta pertama tu kawan sekolah rendah aku ,
masa nak sign kertas test tu , aku beranikan diri tanya .

'' sekolah bukit sekilau kan dulu?'' sambil senyum dia angguk.

dah sign bahagian 2 dah lulus , bahagian 1 pulak iaitu JALAN RAYA , ni yg aku sgt takut ,
tunggu punya tunggu , sampai migrain datang singgah kat kepala aku, sampai aku rasa nak guling guling atas jalan raya tu , lepas satu satu org dah lepas , aku masih menunggu giliran.

pakcik jpj tu tengok aku sambil senyum , tersengih , aku ingtkan kenapa, sedar tak sedar aku je perempuan tinggal sorg sorg , kakak yg aku kenal td tu semua dah lepas .yg lain 3 org lelaki, haha , nampak gayanya akulah wanita melayu terakhir disitu ..hahaha.
mental ni mental , tekanan pun ada, tiba tiba.dari belakang

''eh, mana kau tau aku sekolah bukit sekilau dulu?''
aku tergelak '' aku pun sekolah tu jugak la dulu''
'' eh yea ke?, tak perasan lah ,.''
''memang lah sbb dah lain en sekarang ,''
''kau kelas apa ?''
'' bestari , kau kelas bijak en?''
'' ye lah .'''' tapi aku tak ingt la nama kau ,''
''hafizul, result cam mana? ''
''oh 5A je , kau?''
''samalah .. kau apply apa?''( what a common question)

borak borak lah dgn dia mcm mcm then kitorg senyap jap,tiba tiba...
''eh , nama kau apa ha?''
aku tergelak lagi"diana..''
''eh , tinggal kita je kan?''

so we continued our conversation..sampai lah
:okay i gotta admit, talking to him hilangkan mental aku time tu, haha
he's kindda hot,cara dia cakap pun sopan je , and we hade a lot of things in common
. seriously, and he's a friend of mine now then it was back then.
meeting him here was like meant to be. nice to know you hafizul.

dia pergi test , then tester kitorg orang yang sama, tester tu lah yg tegur aku masa kat bilik jpj td. haha,

then tiba giliran aku.okay , pakcik kamaruddin ni , sgt bayak cakap . and kitorg beborak je sepanjang jalan. apperently dia pun tau jugak about keturunan mak aku. keturunan TUAN, dan SYED , so sepanjang perjalan kitorg cakap je , pasal results everything lah , and tanpa disedari.

everything ends around- 3.00pm

yess. aku lulus semuanya ,alhamdullilah.
dan tak akan memandu secara haram dah lepas ni , walaupun aku lambat. korg lain semu dah ada lesen , tp aku ada driving expirience yg lebih banyak . im satisfied much :)
thanks to ,cikgu rashid and basree yg dah banyak membantu.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

behind the scences

behind the scences,


allahyarham yasmin ahmad . she's my idol.

not many who can direct a movie that is so simple but full af meaning in it, not many those who relevan enough to really jump into the real world to produce a real movie that could touch people in different ways. not many can really open up and show the true meaning of life, life that is full with aspiration. one day i hope i'll be continuing and follow her footsteps in making more stories it took minutes to expirience the real thing, it took hours to get the ideas planned out and it took days to direct it all , to complete one original brilliant piece.it took me seconds to really be confident and brave with what my desicion.


aku buntu. pusing kanan mcm ni , pusing kiri mcm ni. pandang depan je dee.
di balik tabir. semua yang aku ingin capai , semua atas diri aku , bukan bergelimpangan
di merata tempat. semuanya atas aku.

resah, kesah, kecewa , buntu , stress tu semua atas aku. t
ak perlu bicara.
aku juga ada hati, aku juga ada perasaan, aku sama sikit pun tak berbeza,

upcoming plans :

travelling? maybe , if i have money. neverthe less me, its just that , people see things differetnly, people have ways to overcome whats in front of them easily. preciselly , what im trying to say is.everyone had their own life and made it through in many possible ways they could ever imagine of. just remember to hold on tight in our own faith.

al-fatihah

as days pass by, we should realise that everything is going extreamly fast and the number of people come and go are more often.life is short, we all one day have to return from where we belong.

al-fatihah to my cousins wife - arwah kak leha, she died after 32 days from giving birth to her second child , muhd qayyum. she suffered tibi and and god loves her more . looking at the newborn baby makes me cry. seriously, being born and lost the most precious person in the world.must be hard. harap kak leha sentiasa dicucuri rahmat .


al-fatihah to bob's mom-he didnt told me earlier .takziah abg , i know u are strong . your mom is looking down on you and let her rest in peace and may god bless her always .

al-fatihah to ikhwanul ashraf- he's just 18, he's just an ordinary guy who's life is same as other teenager , he wants to do many things , he wants to achieve many more, he wants his family to be happy again.. he is one of a kind. i found out abou him and i really felt the lost. tho i dont basicly know him but i felt something, may you rest in peace, u are a good kid , god loves you and i pray for you .



i dont want to lost the ones i love . im scared of losing them, im afraid .
but the most important thing is , pray and keep praying to make things better in time .

once a pon a time

Ee: oit
De: oit balik
Ee: haha, ngah watpe tu?
De:ta buat apa apa pun . you?
Ee: o , sama arh.
De: sombong en sekarang
Ee: xarh , mana ada smbong. u yg smbong.haha
De: i pulak.. PADAHAL, haha
Ee: ye lah.
De: dah makan?
Ee: dah dah , u?
De: dah juga , u kat mna tu?
Ee: kat cc la , dota! hehe
De:haih, malam malam kat cc? haha , i sarankan you kawin la dgn dota tu nanti eh.
Ee:haha klo boleh.
De: i da stop main dota, memudaratkan kesihatan oh
Ee: haha, i takkan stop..
De: u SPM la bijak , stop dulu, lepas tu baru main lah sampai bila bila pun. haha
Ee: ye lah . u i nak balik dah , u marah en i dok cc lama lama , haha. k lah , bye . apa apa hal text tau.
De: haha , okay , take care . bye

he is offline. and went home.mesti lah tak topup , gedik je kau! geram pun ada , suka pun ada, he's just weird . haih..

thank you for being annoying


dear A,

thank you so much for being annoying,
you just received a gift from me.let me be just clear

first,
tak kebulur nya aku kat kau.
and if you dont like me , its fine. thats your problem its not mine.

second,
karma will just turn back
and bite you in your face.
'' what goes around comes around''

third,
dont be.it will just kill you, badly.orang tu tak suka kat kau balik baru kau rasa ,


p/s: kawanku, layan je lah dia, kesian. sgt sgt. if that what makes you feel better , i mean obviously your not. haha,

something to tell


24 march 2010,

my brother came back all of a sudden. yang ni aziz . azwan coming soon,so malam tu pg mega jap.he wanted to suprise abg pie and kak teha, so abg pie was REALLY suprised by him and like i had posted before. lah kan , so purpose of this is i wanna promote
: BurgerMbira. seriously sdap gila. and kreatif. ada sepuluh jenis burger, i tried burgerCiss , burgerTARR ang burgerLapan.pictures will be posted soon yeah , btw, diorg ada facebook tau and ada wifi kat kedai tu. its located at air putih. next information will be updated soon :)

25 march 2010,
lunch dgn nik and haris dekat hoe ying tc, then pergi amik burger ang straight to kuantan parade.before pergi kuantan parade singgah taska jap.kat taska tu cat dinding jap then pergi lah kuantan parade and oh my god , nampai izat yg pernah duku sederet dgn my house yg suatu ketika dulu pernah jadi teman sepermainan and tiba tiba BOOM! siot je kulit dia sgt cantik and omog he wears lense dah. haha sgt lain okay, he changed A LOT.after that im back at the taska and fell in love with ONENG <3 style="font-weight: bold;">

26 march 2010,

tak buat apa apa relax je , huhu. kak cyla ajak chocotop tp dia busy kan sbb abg ngah nya bertunang :) ok dan pada malam itu . aku dan abg aku bergayut mcm org gila , haha. and thats when i get to talk to kak meeza :)



27 march 2010

yang ni pagi pagi dah aku bangun siap siap and mandi . yang ni sumpah penat. haha, keluar dgn abg aku again , we spend a lot of time together ever since then. pagi pergi maxis then pergi mega amik myra :) after that pergi makan rojak kat taman gelora and yeah thats when i met kak meeza, kak saraa, abg bob and abg haziq . budak budak aswara :) they were nice and adorable je semua. im impressed with kak meeza and kak sarah, seriously. then burger pg tngok wayang dgn yaya , mean while i hantar jembe kat taman budaya ,sbb practise kat taman budaya , music is like somethign that unites everything its like a soul where lies in everybody. i've enjoyed it sgt sgt. wish i brought my camer and take pictures.kak meeza and kak sarah

petang amik aza dan ke mega, agak ramai and mcm mcm yang berlaku. god knows lah haih.
malam pergi makan kat tanjung lumpur, then straigt to nik's house :) i dont know why but i laugh the most that night, seriously its like i was seriously happy and yeah moodswings .

balik rumah je terus terbongkang tidur..


and today.
yeah, kesian azaa . phone dia rosak , so i bawak her to kak kecik and fixed the phone. haih, then i thought her to drive :) omg aza, dont forget SIGNAL'S AND THE BREK.haha yayy her! Amik lesen cepat cepat kayh.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

a good head start.


thanks to kak meeza , now i have a clear version of what i am going to do.lebih jelas matlamat hidup .

rindu benar kamek.


im , and nina. bahagia jak, suka nangga . sik ada masalah nok menyerabutkan. nyaman aih? sayang kitak . aok lah rindu gilak. mun kakak ada masa tok , rezeki kah , kakak jumpa nya di sarawak jak, insyallah. theres so much to say . perfume kamek nok baru wangi nya sama jak dengan kitak. hari hari kamek pakai. jaga diri tak bait bait . kelak ada masa kita chat lagi aok?

i love you guys so much :)

happy birthday. girl :)

asha roshada :)
dah 18 ,
tak tua lagi kan?

well , pesanan untuk asha , have a nice sweet 18 and be strong. semoga kau happy dan bahagia selalu.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

lots of things to say.

first nak cakap yang , Im extremely excited when i found out that BURGER is here in malaysia already, basicly he came back because of umi , he seriously miss umi and couldn't stand being away from her, haih i could picture me being away from umi,. i would cry.

now that he is here, i dont know maybe a few things around could be different. the car for instants.
but i dont mind, i love him .dah buat suprise tak berapa nak jadi. tp abg pie dgn kak teha terkejut betul. haha suka tengok reaction diorg oh, terharu kot. seriously. tu lah sahabat.

oh and semalam birthday abg mat aka shafiee :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY .

secondly. stress , tertekan dan kecewa.

rasa bersalah kat aunty because she gave me 300 bucks to finish the job that she gave me, but i was emotionaly and mentaly sick , plus tired like hell. how would i react ? ya think? im hot tempered , and i feel bad for that. i made mistakes that i wish i could erase. i'll make it up somehow. orang kata banyak bersabar and insyallah pahala makin banyak hidup pun diberkati.


okay, usually everybody is busy and consious about everything, i mean furthering studies , college fees, loans , results , application, scholarship and all the things among everything that is beyond vital to us. im worried to , its just that im really scared it seems like i didnt put much effort like other people, im scared that holding on to one thing is not enough.god help me in making my decision , my path and my life . cant wait to live in it, but as usually patience is the key.while others struggle , im like . sitting fa across the distance and observe. and its getting to my nerves. its nerve racking. i need some help and advise . save my soul.


love life-arhg its crap shit. all messed up. green for nothing.stopped hoping already, screw you!

depressed,tak payah cakap lah.a lot of praying will help.


i wanna go far away, i want to just keep in silence , i want to just clarify again my damn self. i want to change for my sake. and my own good, most of all . i wanna be better in time.
i wanna be far from all this problems and mess.

god, answer my prayer,thats all i need .

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

yum yum

sedang lapar ni. kakak cakap nak makan ayam goreng dgn nasi dgn minyak ayam yg telah digoreng td, pergh sumpah sedap. tertelan air liur. but, first come first.

misses

aku rindu, yes. in every point , i miss.
masa makin ke depan, tak berhenti kat mana mana. kalau boleh kutip semua benda sumbat dalam satu memory card, kan bagus. kalau ada mesin yang boleh ulang balik semua saat. itu personafikasi dah, perbandingan yang melampau. tiba tiba. haha , rindu lah. nak senarai sampai esok pagi pun ta habis

myra- rindu nak berkepit dgn kau 24 jam, ke sana sini, kehulu hilir.tidur , mandi. haha . sumpah rindu.tatto ingt?macam mana mula nya kita baik, sampai gadoh balik , sampai baik balik , sampai amik lesen sama sama . hope sampai kawin nanti.

kak cyla- rindu chocotop moment, masa 2005 , masa masa kita berdua oh dan bertiga ''the sayra'', sumpah rindu,.tatto ingt?walau dimana pun kak cyla berada, rindu.and kadang kadang dengar je suara kak cyla kat telinga

beeha- rindu sewaktu aku tido rumah kau dulu, melukis . bergelak ketawa. menangis sebab addmath aku fail?ingt?oh and admire nye aku kat abg kau zek.masa kita 3 org dulu

myza-sama seperti diatas, rindu masa kau teman aku time tak ada orang nak cakap dgn aku dalam kelas , tuka tuka tempat.kau rehat dgn aku, kau teman aku . ingt?masa kita 3 org dulu

aza-walaupun dah hari hari ckp dgn kau , mengadap muka kau semua semua , aku still rindu waktu dulu dulu, waktu kita kawan baik dgn efa. waktu kita keluar malam. waktu menggila waktu form 3

juniors-takpa masa korang still panjang,

imran- rindu nak jumpa , remember? first time we meet? yeah. kamek rindu kitak ,nangga kitak membesar polah mek senyum jak.sik pernah lupa. sik ada satu tahun pun nok kitak sik jumpa kamek.kitak tok adik kmek sampai bila bila.sayang kitakk.

puteri-sorry sayang, kita makin jauh, hmm tahu. tapi tak boleh nak buat apa apa, yang tahu , rindu setiap masa dengan kau dulu, sumpah. tak tipu, ada lagi gambar :'(


riza-babe, knowing you is such a blessing. sumpah rindu masa you rambut panjang tu. masa first time jumpa you pulak pergi potong rambut. remember? i watch you grow babe.

yun-uwek, paling rindu. masa mula mula , yang bapak kau nak jadi dato bandar eh? hmm first time lepak yg kau pakai boxers biru tu, baca mangga kat borders awwww, sumpah rindu. second time , third and sampai mwbc jumpa,thanks for the key chain. rindu kau doh . sumpah. :(


zamir-haih, awak awak, kita kawan sampai bila bila eh? :)

paan-im speechless when it comes to you, haih . senang cite dia first adik angkat yang sah. kau pernah mintak couple dgn kakak kan dik? oh sumpah gedik, tapi kakak syg kau lah doh sbb kau sgt sempoi. next apa akan terjadi?

nik aiman hafiz- i rather spend most of my time with him other that other guys, god knows why. i love you babe. kadang kadang rindu kenangan kita dulu. dulu :)sama dibawah.

haris naim-macha , my addmaths tutor/study mate masa kat library. haha.


nanti update lagi.haih banyak sgt . hahah

hari ber baju kurung

oh sayang sayang :) haha.
first and fore most, hari yg ber baju kurung ni nak cakap congratulations kat my dear cousin syed firdaus, selamat dah fir kawin. dulu rambut kembang kembang sekarang da jadi suami orang. hahah, semoga berbahagia lah , and be a sucsessful photographer yeah .



siang pergi mega. malam pergi tc. tak ada apa sangat lah. biasa je .. nak tahu lebih lanjut baca lah blog anak zainal tu.hehe

roger and out .peace.
nak balik dah, ni lah. kadang kadang sedih nak tinggalkan , kadang kadang tak sabar nak bla, itu lah hidup. kat sini kita bermula kat sini jugak lah berakhir.
kepada yang tak tahu apa yang sedang kami lakukan, hehe ada sound effect mesti best,ala flag yg ada ekor panjang warna warna api tu. haha
this is colorguard 2010. pesanan untuk korang: to elisa, zumie, sue, belle dan yang mana ada, i really hope that you guys can still rock on 2010, keep on improving guys. buat lah mana mana yang patut. ingt apa apa yang kita lalui semua. make the best out of ten dari korg ni. sikit tak bermakna tak gempak.buat lah segempak yang boleh. peduli apa orang nak cakap. diorang tak merasa. kita yang lalui. tentang baju baru flag baru semua semua tu fikir lah sendiri, orang yang cakap besar dulu tu suruh je diam. tak rugi. kak d tahu kak d tak berapa hebat atau tak sehebat senior senior lain atau apa. kak d just pray for the best untuk you guys. i know im not needed much, apa apa pun . kak d sayang korg :)

kuku biru-duit aku so what? kau bayar ke? oh and biru tu bukan bermakna sekolah budak lelaki yang biru tu, biru tu navy blue okay. haha . gedik je ;)


haha, ceh ceh hot ah tu. :P si myra dan si aza. ye lah korang penat practise *tuba and *trumpet en? while aku? haih . dulu colorguard sekarang budak KRS pula .LOL

Monday, March 22, 2010

lalat's 92 picnik

okay so , the theme this time is colourful. im sure korang semua dah bace kat blog aza, beeha, myra semua semua tu. so memandangkan saya terlambat . upload gamba je lah. haih

Friday, March 12, 2010

from beeha with love :')

re SALT , as in result.

okay, semua orang tahu . 11/3/2010 result keluar. baca blog orang dah update, saya tak ada internet kat rumah . sedih ni. tapi takpa, huhu.



beginning,

pagi pagi buta dah bangun , kecut perut pun ada .mcm biasa saya san girlfriend saya pegi kelas memandu dulu. bukit dah lepas . haha, tp masa kelas memandu otak dah melayang kat sekolah wondering what lah will happen. what lah will i get. what lah, to much thingking.im noctiuos , all in one. baca blog myra. yeah mcm tu lah melekat dan berjauhan. no matter what . skip skip, percaya tak . dari kelas memandu elit tu pergi ke sekolah, tak berhenti selawat. haha.cuak kot.



pertengahan.

dah sampai sekolah, agak lama lah tunggu result dari puan ramu. and skip skip baca blog myra untuk lebih lanjut.hehe . okay so i cant believe my eyes at first.so alhamdullilah. 5A's,addmaths kantoi but lulus lah, btw . im proud of my sisters. all of us dah did our very best , congrats guys. hmm aku tak dapat nak mengupdate blog dgn selesa dan panjang lebar sgt sebab online pun kat luar kat kedai orang , internet katrumah entah apa jadi. so yeah, apa apa pun bersyukur je lah..



ending.

me and myra pergi mega , jalan jalan dgn lalat's seniors , and yeay miza ada!

thanks for this precious moments guys. we smile and have fun. love you guys so much . muah.
and to alll yang dapat result. congrats, and mya have the best future in our lifes.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

oh i wanna be in wonderland



after driving class me and myra went to watch alice in wonderland. :) nik was there to and beberapa org budak smart yg lain. nik kata sorry tadi akward. haha tak ada lah biasa je.

i believe in six possible things before i go to sleep.

one of it is : izzat . haha

art atau sebaliknya?


stuffs

okay, here's the thing. my new fav shoes . its green. and the letter E :) loving it .

from forever 21, cotton on, romp, roxy and FOS.

homemade chocolate.

Nurs delight.homemade choc. from dany's sister. ada banyak lagi.semua sedap , for further infomation,. contact me or dany or his sister okay :)

malam pula

ejat,dany and wafri



makan , minum, shisha, lepak dkat kampung baru . and then bubye kl .

p/s : rindu you okay . seriously. thanks sebab dtg lepak, tho u tak banyak cakap malam tu, suar a u pun slow. sampai if i wanna reallly hea what you said i kena maximize my hearing. its okay,.
i tanya u mmg tak topup eh? then u jawab phone you rosak. haha. then i tak dengar lah. kalau u da ada gf cakap je lah oh.

mizan, riza . :)

dia bukan adik saya,. dia mizan :)

shopping

penghabis duit sejati

from bandar tun razak ke hang tuah and menapak ke pavi. sumpah panas gila and lapar sgt. so we ate., mizan ada sekali. and lepsa tu seperate diorg pegi klcc. meanwhile me and aza. shop till we drop. aza dah penat and menyesal haha baru tahu rasanya macam mana kan,. tp msa hunting for baju kat forever 21 ngn cotton on mmg best gila . mcm semua nak beli.haha, after that kita jalan kaki lagi ke times square.

okay , but the problem was. both of us mmg dah tak ada battery langsung. so the plan was. kitorg pergi giant sungai wang and beli soket plug, okay so kitorg pun pergi lah. kat traffic light tu sempat lagi... haha

on our way to times square..
haha, aza, nampak tu. anda ada bakat, perlu diasah sikit lagi kot.hahah

okay ceritanya masa kat parkson sungai wang ni. nak cari soket untuk plug kat charger kitorg. then there's this one guy OMG sumpah comel gila weh., sumpah. tak tipu. dalam byk byk org kat kl tu dia paling comel untuk haritu bak kata aza. gila lah , kiotrg angau kat dia . haha, and dia maybe perasan lah yg kitorg mcm usah dia. haha, dah comel sgt.siapa suruh. anak siapa lah tu kan.pastu aza tanya. agak agak ada hikmah tak kita jumpa dia? then aku jawab entah. kalau da jodoh tak kemana. hahaha. :)