Sunday, December 27, 2009

chrismast with lalats








love , lalats :)

Saturday, December 26, 2009

ily sayang :)
baru baru ni kita rapat balik kan, its good tho, kita dah besar, dari kecik kot kita been nagging around and im glad we have been throug everything. mcm ni lah. senang cerita i'll always love you, cuma kadang kadang u cant count me on timing, aku mmg selalu lambat,hehe. kadang kadang lambat setahun.. the point is here,stick together till the end kayh. and aku nak kau bersabar je with everything, bout awish and apa apa je lah, just know im always at by ur side.be strong because we are. :')

license

i want a driving license, currently im driving without it. :)

memory card

the story about u, and behind it.


first is the day where i accidently lost my memory card,well actually its inside my phone but i thought its gone. what a bad day it was. i had absolute no mood , sorry guards and aza, she took lall the blame for the dorm ransack that was done by me. that night and that whole day, putrajaya hujan and we are having difficulties in controlling our flag, sejuk sgt and hujan . so there i was with ZERO mood, after that everything turn out to be ok, da mula redha dgn kehilang.. malam tu nak sgt jumpa zulfikar tp ta dapat.


then teman zumie pergi toilet dgn elisa sekali, ada 3 org ni pakai bju navy. rupanya budak st.john, i talked to then but hmm ta layan haha. but then this one guys jalan kat sebelah i and i was like tingginye kau, then i ask, baju apa ni? oh kitorg da tuka dari cadet band jd navy band..he talked to me politely and blew me away with his smile ''umur u brapa?''i form 4 u?''haih,u teka lah"aha tak tahu la,"i form 5" da tua dah. :( jahat oh u, ezad.. omg my heart beat like almost never wanted to stop.. so we walked together and talked, he made me smile.. and my heart was stolen. but then the story goes,i keep thinking about him, then nama dia dah terlekat jadi memory card, zumy's fault, heh. teach me saber movement eh nanti? :)


the next day was grand final, and i really want him! so i found him and the night and the next day, im happy but still ..

terbaik

grand final

zamir




memories :)








best sis and best roomate at primula terengganu .
theres much more

8/12/2009






the day when the last paper are taken, chemistry paper dah habis means spm dah habis.
hehe,lalats ada still 10, tak ubah apa apa pun just time outing tu ada je yg short dua tiga org
haih na buat mcm mana kan ,tak semua ada masa.rindu dan sgt tak sabar untuk future:)


time to flyy :)

when everythings over


i miss all those school year, all the things that i had go on through , every single moment , beat and time, i am proud to graduate, its sad to leave everything behind and move on to the next level,stepping up a whole new life rank for myself.the twist, the chaos , the happiness, the sadness, the numbness,everythinbg comes down to an end of the new begining, its sad to see that we are going our separate ways, figure out new things,but thats life and we have to move on. i learn from the very bottom the value of live and i turn from dust to gold from thin to thick knowledge owner, i owe all my gratitude as a student and as a cheerleader,as a colourguard leader,as the red cresent society member,as a dancer, as an actor, everything i could ever imagine i tried.2005-2009 remain strong in my memory. :)

so long, fairwell











hari hari terakhir bersekolah, sob sob :') all the memories will kept treasure in my mind forever,, class of 2005-2009 :)

nak start balik

i love blogging!

Sunday, December 6, 2009

hello

hey, thanks for the drink ;)
i was walking alone while waiting my mom, then terserempak dgn dia, so pg makan, then dia blanja air, thanks yeah sutey or also known as rashid, saiz kasut kami sama bermakna kisah hidup lebih kurang je sama :P

friend

saturday:

me: u ada paper ape today?
him:today cuti la.nyanyok da ek?haha
me:yea, brusedar yg tu soalan yg tak relavan..
eh! harini sabtu doh i ingt jumaat -_- lol
him:haha nvm,, u tinggal satu lg paper an?
me: hell yea, this tuesday.u?
him:2 more paper.ea and s.sukan .haha damn
me: haha , ta pg prac ke?
him:nope malas na dtg.
me: ta pg date ke? haha
him:date ngn sape plak ni? haha no one gonna date dgn i la:P
me:tipu lah , haha
him: mmg takda pun, adoyai pernah ke i tipu you before this?
yg u tu tak pg date pulak?
me:hehe, no one gonna date dgn i la, haha (ikut ayt balik)
him: haha yeah right.
me:kenapa, btul la tu kalau btul pun apa salahnya. haha

sunday,
the conversation repeated :P haha

oh , i miss hanging out with you guys so much doh.

settle day

saturday supposed,

me and sis went to school, thingking that everything might be okay then,
everything seems so hollow at school and by that i mean bad energy is surrounding,
yea i do care bout the band but ever since things turn out to be that way, i care to let my only self hurt while others enjoyed and cheerished thier so called happy moments, i know im not that welcome to be there anymore since everything is new by now, i know the power is not n my hands anymore but remember without who i am and who i used to be before this, u guys couldnt ever get close to what we have achieved slightly this year, remember one thing i'll always be around and if im not needed let me know not show me through your expressions.sincere is the key , pray to always be held and help not big headed selfish attitude that is not needed, sucsses is not what we crave for is what we get for wanting it so bad. sucsess is not in your hands,its by gods will. please dont be rude? we didnt teach u that, i didnt told you to be that. its okay i know, its ur time now.

that afternoon,

i called you, i heard about u, im crazy about u. thank god tak jumpa u, im not ready yet although i wanted to.

that evening,

sis cyla, me and aza went to makan cendol ,abc kat midnight, rojak mee satu, haha. borak borak and yea, we miss hanging out like really melepak weh, kat kedai murah. exmple: anisup utara :)

Thursday, December 3, 2009

where is dee?

tuesday,wednesday and thursday she's busy practising -_-

next paper chemisrty .FINAL one, btw. to many things nak ckp and explain, but its explicable lah.


im tired , and i miss life
here is something funny to share, malam tu aku ke rumah aza , esok die ada paper science tp gedik jugak mau jalan2 so we went out that nite, mula2 hajat nak pg tngok pojie kat beserah tp ta jadi, jauh sgt, then she told me something! haha kite ni bertindak bodoh la weh.because bile je die cite, i terus text him cakap
sebenarnye kan, sy da lama nak ckp, tp tatau mcm mana. sy suka kat awak !
bodoh kan dee, then die call aza, that time aza mau cover tp tak boleh. sbb die tau i kat sebelah tngah drive, bapak lah nak gelak guling semua ade, haih ta sangka, while waiting my mom too habis tngok wayang pergi la online jap sbb na tngok sapa hamba allah yg bertuah tu kat who i'd like to meet die, skali tngok2 WEH, MINAH NI ARTIS JEPUN LA, MARIA OZAWA ,23 YEARS OLD. hahahahah -_- guling2 kitorg kat situ, then pg minum kat taj, still taleh lupe kejadian tu.
lepak2 kat taj tu mcm2 arh cite kua, then tibe2 terfikir, kite tak cukup tua la untuk lepak mcm ni, haha.. ambik umi kat ecm then balik, tngok papadom separuh je then tetido. dua kali da kejadian tu . huuuh aza kate..
weh kalau science aku A, ingtkan aku pasal malam ni eh, aku nak gelak balik pasal kisah kite yg ni. hahah.(sbb malam tu esoknye ada exam science.haha)
insyallah. amin..

adrenalin

right after addmaths paper fyi.
esok tu kan raya haji but my family semua allocated kat gambang,
so bace la ebdurance tu.
that nite,
pg raya rumah min. hehe klaka.. tp best lah byk story,
diorg decide to teman me that nite haha, esok tu ada date dgn beeha, tp kitorg tido bapak lambat kul 4 pagi mcm tu kot. then galak galak, online semua tngok movie la tu la ni la.. mcm2 then sedar2 je da pukul brape tah kan. siap siap ade 3 halangan bertubi tubi

1.tiada transport
2.tiada hala tujuan
3.tiada makanan and sumpah starving.

jalan kaki pg ecm then mega, yg bestnye balik naik teksi haha,kena claim sumting dgn umi nie huhu, tak na byk ckp tngok je gamba. aww rindu. btw, ada janji yg tidak sy tepati -_- agak sedih


biology

"greeeekkk,kruukkm"(suposed to be the sound of the chair)
i twirl my pen and looked at the clock, 1 second left.
everybody was busy flipping their bio paper back and foward. i did it too,

"ok masa untuk menjawab sudah tamat,sila letakkan pen dan berhenti menulis"

ayat keramat tu.END of biology paper, heh, agak susah la -_- doakan je la tuk yg terbaik, bengang dgn paper 2 taktau kenapa. texted kak cyla, then ta jadi pg sukpa sbb

sis cyla: mood harini mcm na tngok wayang je.
diana: haha JOM!

2012, agak merepek tp ok la.takut jugak, ni secong movie date dgn sis,

yg ni second

yg ni first
then borak borak, balik tido :)