new moon premier

the best okay, i can say that i'll be watching this movie like tons of time kot.

quest

1. is it hard for you to forget the pass?
adee: oo yeah. hell ya.

2.is it possible for you to fall in love again?
adee: in the mean time i am not interested.

3.is it easy for you to breakdown nowdays and reasons.
adee: yess.because im fragile,, -.-

4.is it possible for u to find sumone else?
adee: em , yeah, no , MAYBE.

5.what are you looking foward the most?reasons.
adee:everything. god knows lah why -_-

simply the best

time flies

or i shall say, browsing my blog tngok post dulu dulu an. teringat masa lagi 202 hari la spm, mid year exam la mcm mcm lah.. perghh, cant believe do it all come to an end, but it not the ending la kan obviously, i mean i finally almost finish spm doh. how time flies and passes like almost without knowing it. its almost there, we're half way into acomplishing the sweetest part in our life. hows life since i missed out bloging a lot! haha. i pretty much dont want to talk about it well since im moving on and just want to begin a new one starting from today :) because the thing is i dont wanna to look at the past. it sucks, believe me.hmm move on d! a hell lot of a things happen trust me and you dont wanna know. im gonna start bloging again and who knows what i will post next.

alhamdullilah

all my papers were okay la kot, pray for the best je lah

hmm, i know im not the brilliant type of girl or the face of

a score A student, but i guess im trying my best at this!

im not the one have the brains of an einstein,but im giving my all out!

my mum, she's the best, i would wanna see her happy seing my results i wanna make her proud

but im not putting it at a high hope, just pray and hope that everything will be okay..

''saya tak bijak macam awak''

moving on

moving on to new blog,,
im sorry for everything.im a bad person,stay away from me.
here's my final say,

i really am sorry,for all that i did,
i realised that its too late now.
do you know, when u ignore me, i feel like the world is on my shoulder
do you know, it hurts till i become an evil BITCH,
do you know everytime i look at people around me are happy with each other i feel like the world is tumbling down.
i dont know what i have done, i really am sorry.
i shouldnt have wrote the stupid thing in my blog,
big mistake i shall say,
i felt sorry for myself and i felt stupid,
im lost i dont know wht to do nor say,
but now i know,
now i know it all comes down to me,
im sorry, truly am.
i deserve all this crap. to my sisters, im sorry. i love you guys so much,
for god sake, i will not have anything to do with this anymore.


and takpa, i dont mind people calling me gemuk, i am. plus im not beautiful inside even out.
that proves. im sorry.

goodluck everyone, im sorry.


i admit i did a lot of things and mistakes,for all my misbehaviour and stupid mistakes.
i never thought that this day will finally come, the day that i wanted to avoid, the day where i break down and cried for all of my wrong doing,
if i could than i would but i cant,i here by say. im sorry for my life,im sorry for everything..
aku ingin menysusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf atas apa yang telah ku lakukan.
aku bukanlah manusia yang sempurna dan sangat lemah,sesungguhnya semua manusia mempunyai masalah dah dugaan yang diturunkan oleh oleh allah kepada umatnya yang tidak pernah sedar akan kesalahan dalam kehidupan mereka..dengan ini aku memohon agar tuhan ampunkanlah segala dosa dosa ku,sesungguhnya aku merehdhai segala ketentuan ilahi ini ya allah. engkau kurniakanlah kejayaan buat diriku dan sahabatku semoga mereka bahagia disamping orang orang yang mereka sayangi,..amin

byebye baby

so i guess , thiss is the final.THIS TIME I MEAN IT,

im not targeting to high in my spm, just hope it will satisfy myself and my ummi! thats the number one priority, insyaallah i'll try to follow the footsteps of sis asila hanim :) and

together all the lalats sisters succes yea to:

• beeha
• myra
• myza
• azaaa

and diana,lets go sista!

i'll work my but off till spm, i'll do my best, i'll get what i want,i will.

remember our mission aza ?

*to be with..

*to go to.....

*to be like...

everything that we have been discuss since bulan satu syg.

im sure bout that.we'll go trough this just fine okay?

dear, friends and you guys that is going to go through spm, i wish you guys GOODLUCK ,

all the best in succiding our way through spm, hope you guys get what u guys want,i'll always pray for all my friends and do pray for me yeah ? :)

susah dulu senang kemudian .
spm here i come.

bye bye and assalamualaikum

day out

this is the final outing okay! :) ada byk lagi ni pictures, take a look at bee's blog lah eh? thanks you guys , hmm enjoy the day much .

im gonna be AWAY ,thank u

i love you jake

bella wont choose you,but i will. about 3 things that im absolutely positive about u jacob

1.i am so amazed by u and your way of protecting bella.

2.i love everything about u.

3.i fell in love with a wolf.

nik aiman

well since u are reading my blog kan.

haha, i know , i ni sometimes gila sometimes koya, sometimes pelik la,

im weird, i know, i noticed, but its not like i wanted to,

hey, i know im bad, im a selfish concious freakin girl.

i know, but dont get me wrong. im trying ,,

hmm i know sometimes like im having my stupid mood swing, and u jadi mangsa

sometimes u felt like u were'nt my friend, i know,

what? do you think i dont know,i know all about it.

haha, im not heartless but sometime i can be.although u know me,but u dont quite really understand me rite, i know, i know everything that u dont have to tell.

i know everytime i have problems i come running to you and spill all of the crap out without sometimes giving u space to talk about urs, suprisingly i know.

i know, what u want, u dont have to tell,

someone told me about it

i often blame myself for everything, but sometimes i forget everything,

sorry i could be good enough,i mean againts all odds..

tah la. i cant simply imagine how my life without you in it.

u wanna know a secret. i selalu ingt pasal dulu dulu.

cant snap it out of my mind like seriously,

but theres one part of u i didnt quite get, no matter how stupid i act or how bithcy i were,still i received text messages from u and by that i mean u still wanna be friends with me.

i hurt to much of peoples feeling,that didnt went well i guess.

u are pissed off bout me, i dont know but i guess it,

im sorry for not always being there for you..i guess im scared.

im sorry i cause u so much pain and curiousity..

im sorry i've changed.i know u've been thingking bout..

how i can be so callous sometimes,how i dont care about what people thinks.

i know, u just want me to put just a little understanding into our relationship

i know u wanted to be easy but i make it the other way around.

but apart from all of that, im just so thankful to have you in my life.

u have mean so much to me,u know to much of my problems and you know my mom.

btw,here's another secret. u remember that uzumaki guy from the comic hmm dia macam seseorang, it reminds me of him all the time.

i love you so much and sorry if i tersalah type or terspill out the wrong words or thoughts.

thank you for everything.

still raya-ing

yeah,im driving, hey nik? still ta percaya ke.. haha

oh and yea "BUMPER WEH!"

biha and me were like budak2 gila, penat au swing swing, macam exercise au.haha

btw, we enjoyed the time then, sbb semua mcm kembali jd kanak2 riang an b?

self timer arh ape ag.

ni haa photoshooting jap kat taman selepas dah berabad da tak bergamba

what im trying to say is : tu i yg lukis!HAHA b coloured :)

sapa kata raya dah hbis?belum lg okay.

BEE'S open house :)

semangat ni bgun pagi besiap nak pg umah kau b, then after mentelaah buku jap, mandi2 amik aza then byer, exited nak g umah kau yg ku sgt rindu tu (org di dalam nye au) then straight to bee's heaven.

biasa ah, kita kalau jumpe mmg tayah cakap ah,

beborak bergelak mcm pe je.

zack's friend are cool weh.semua pun not bad je ,

tp yg paling hot yg pakai

"baju belang2 biru ngn coklat ;P"

(zack btw)

dia sgt comel weh, haha.

obvious sgt ke?

im a mess that day ,rambut serabai.

then mia comel dtg, borak2 jap, then dia balik.

pulangnye mia,

terus kitorg jalan2 usha rumah org,

haha, best lah.then the photoshoot.

then its evening and day almost over .

pulang ke teratak bukit sekilau :)

p/s: gamba banyak dalam camera byer weh, tunggu comel tu upload.

piece of art

thanks to cak's t-shirt haha LOL

just in time:by alyssa bernal(cover)
begitu slenge nye saya :)

a w a y

dont you guys know?haha, so officialy gonna stay away from my lappy and myspace,facebook or whatsoever,its time for me to finally face SPM.nowdays times is getting to fast and i can barely wait!

gamba di delete .hehe :P

tiba tiba suka.haha pelik

maybe harapan lah kott