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ok here's the deal, pernah rase ta when everything so right felt so wrong, and everything seems so not there. haha. weird, but thats what im feeling right now, susah nak describe, i know words cant, where to start, ok la lately slalu text nik, slalu sgt sgt.. mcm dulu dulu pulak, schools yea everythings alright i guess, lepas state comp tu mcm betul pulak ape yg aza kate tu haha, btw miss talking to aza , asal aku jumpe kau je belambak benda nak ckp. muke ku dah la gelap currently banyak pulak jerawat, omg i wanna get rid of it badly, haha ngadu kat umi then umi cakap ''gi la sapu bedak sjuk'' haih, ibu oh ibu. muke tnga pedih dan sakit gila coclusion umi bagi sapu bedak sejuk je . LOL, tape la . pegi pegi skola je in bio class dapat tau kena amik sijil atas pentas mase hari kecemerlangan or ape tah sbb dpt best cg. naik2 ats pnts kena do this whole rehersal thingy then kena ulang balik, sbb cikgu cakap i main2 WHAT THE HELL? aku cukup malas untuk go throw that kind of thing die bole lg tlk crap to me, tlg la. bla bla bla, oh and btw the plan is to puasa ganti and so far dah tiga hari puase tho penat i feel a lot of better,need sumone sgt2. sumone to talk to, mmg ramai people around me but tu la everything seems so not right.hmm walau pun im not in the mood of blogging but i have to sbb nak lepas tension, memebel kat blog is a relieve tp kalau org bace mule lah malu, haha. merepek lari topik, umm btw, i didnt get PLKN yeay! haha :) nik tlg check kan, aza pun ta dpt, myra pun ta dpt, org2 yg i syg pun kebanyakkan ta dapat. hardly cant wait for sis to come back . tibe2 airmata aku ni ta pasal2 lak nak jatuh, hmm emo plak dah diana nie., haih, rasa kosong walaupun tak, rasa mcm u have did sumting meaningless,smua benda mcm terpendam tau kat dalam hati ni , tade la i felt bad sgt2, tah la when looking bad i am so dissapointed with myself tah la tatauuuuuuu :( hmm , i pray for things to be normal again after this, what wrong? entah i pun tatau act, feels not right thats all. and viccb just flew to italy today, all the best guys :)lepas ni im just gonna keep quite and settle things and focusing on spm, the real deal, n pray whats best for me.btw, need to change movement for cg, supaya lebih setanding untuk nat comp. keep on climbing d, u cant do it