byebye baby

so i guess , thiss is the final.THIS TIME I MEAN IT,

im not targeting to high in my spm, just hope it will satisfy myself and my ummi! thats the number one priority, insyaallah i'll try to follow the footsteps of sis asila hanim :) and

together all the lalats sisters succes yea to:

• beeha
• myra
• myza
• azaaa

and diana,lets go sista!

i'll work my but off till spm, i'll do my best, i'll get what i want,i will.

remember our mission aza ?

*to be with..

*to go to.....

*to be like...

everything that we have been discuss since bulan satu syg.

im sure bout that.we'll go trough this just fine okay?

dear, friends and you guys that is going to go through spm, i wish you guys GOODLUCK ,

all the best in succiding our way through spm, hope you guys get what u guys want,i'll always pray for all my friends and do pray for me yeah ? :)

susah dulu senang kemudian .
spm here i come.

bye bye and assalamualaikum

day out

this is the final outing okay! :) ada byk lagi ni pictures, take a look at bee's blog lah eh? thanks you guys , hmm enjoy the day much .

im gonna be AWAY ,thank u

i love you jake

bella wont choose you,but i will. about 3 things that im absolutely positive about u jacob

1.i am so amazed by u and your way of protecting bella.

2.i love everything about u.

3.i fell in love with a wolf.

nik aiman

well since u are reading my blog kan.

haha, i know , i ni sometimes gila sometimes koya, sometimes pelik la,

im weird, i know, i noticed, but its not like i wanted to,

hey, i know im bad, im a selfish concious freakin girl.

i know, but dont get me wrong. im trying ,,

hmm i know sometimes like im having my stupid mood swing, and u jadi mangsa

sometimes u felt like u were'nt my friend, i know,

what? do you think i dont know,i know all about it.

haha, im not heartless but sometime i can be.although u know me,but u dont quite really understand me rite, i know, i know everything that u dont have to tell.

i know everytime i have problems i come running to you and spill all of the crap out without sometimes giving u space to talk about urs, suprisingly i know.

i know, what u want, u dont have to tell,

someone told me about it

i often blame myself for everything, but sometimes i forget everything,

sorry i could be good enough,i mean againts all odds..

tah la. i cant simply imagine how my life without you in it.

u wanna know a secret. i selalu ingt pasal dulu dulu.

cant snap it out of my mind like seriously,

but theres one part of u i didnt quite get, no matter how stupid i act or how bithcy i were,still i received text messages from u and by that i mean u still wanna be friends with me.

i hurt to much of peoples feeling,that didnt went well i guess.

u are pissed off bout me, i dont know but i guess it,

im sorry for not always being there for you..i guess im scared.

im sorry i cause u so much pain and curiousity..

im sorry i've changed.i know u've been thingking bout..

how i can be so callous sometimes,how i dont care about what people thinks.

i know, u just want me to put just a little understanding into our relationship

i know u wanted to be easy but i make it the other way around.

but apart from all of that, im just so thankful to have you in my life.

u have mean so much to me,u know to much of my problems and you know my mom.

btw,here's another secret. u remember that uzumaki guy from the comic hmm dia macam seseorang, it reminds me of him all the time.

i love you so much and sorry if i tersalah type or terspill out the wrong words or thoughts.

thank you for everything.

still raya-ing

yeah,im driving, hey nik? still ta percaya ke.. haha

oh and yea "BUMPER WEH!"

biha and me were like budak2 gila, penat au swing swing, macam exercise au.haha

btw, we enjoyed the time then, sbb semua mcm kembali jd kanak2 riang an b?

self timer arh ape ag.

ni haa photoshooting jap kat taman selepas dah berabad da tak bergamba

what im trying to say is : tu i yg lukis!HAHA b coloured :)

sapa kata raya dah hbis?belum lg okay.

BEE'S open house :)

semangat ni bgun pagi besiap nak pg umah kau b, then after mentelaah buku jap, mandi2 amik aza then byer, exited nak g umah kau yg ku sgt rindu tu (org di dalam nye au) then straight to bee's heaven.

biasa ah, kita kalau jumpe mmg tayah cakap ah,

beborak bergelak mcm pe je.

zack's friend are cool weh.semua pun not bad je ,

tp yg paling hot yg pakai

"baju belang2 biru ngn coklat ;P"

(zack btw)

dia sgt comel weh, haha.

obvious sgt ke?

im a mess that day ,rambut serabai.

then mia comel dtg, borak2 jap, then dia balik.

pulangnye mia,

terus kitorg jalan2 usha rumah org,

haha, best lah.then the photoshoot.

then its evening and day almost over .

pulang ke teratak bukit sekilau :)

p/s: gamba banyak dalam camera byer weh, tunggu comel tu upload.

piece of art

thanks to cak's t-shirt haha LOL

just in time:by alyssa bernal(cover)
begitu slenge nye saya :)

a w a y

dont you guys know?haha, so officialy gonna stay away from my lappy and myspace,facebook or whatsoever,its time for me to finally face SPM.nowdays times is getting to fast and i can barely wait!

gamba di delete .hehe :P

tiba tiba suka.haha pelik

maybe harapan lah kott

story

haha, a day at gambang sgt best,jerit sana jerit sini.
cuci mate skali en?haha byk la jugak,org yg kenal pun ada jugak.

on and and life guard kat sana tak ingt kami oh,
ade sorg yg comel tu, aza usha untuk myra(katenyer!) ,haha.

haha mase slide tu mmg semua lah kitorg naik, 2 kali kot, dah la penat nak mendaki gunung dulu sebelum sampai tp takpa best je :)
sampai pening2 kepala dgn panas nye,
org pula 'stupid' kami letak pelampung kami je die main curik2 an.
sakai jew,haha, ramai sgt org ,serabut rasa,kat ombak tu la rasanya best, aku ta naik pelampung pun sbb satu satunye lalats yg pandai berenang .GAGAHAHA,
jadi lifeguard untuk lalats jap. tp aku admit towards the end agak penat and semput and penat
so terlemas ah jugak sikit2. haha, arghh sgt ramai org kat situ,
semua nak ngorat miza,yg lain pun ade gak org nak ngorat maklum la
macam kami je yg hot kat situ.haha,lelaki2 kat situ plak , ntah la, kalau handsome2,tp kalau buruk tu, haha fikir sendiri la,
oh and lupa nak cite, ada pulak la org buat projek! grr sempat lg. haih.skip skip
btw,
makan pun tak kat sana sbb mahal, and duit raya kami semua dah habis -.-
sedar2 je dah pukul 7 ,haha kami keluar last skali balik lah penat sgt.

first na g open house umah tyra tp dah habis..sedih je, haha,
then pakai serbu je umah syaq,dgn segan nye kami balik haha,
then anta balik,anta aza then nazy,then miza,the me .

i have to come home early sbb 830 ejat amik, pg lepak2 jap.
tnga lalu tu nampak nazy g public phone haha. kantoi jew,skali call nazy dalam keta, and nazy cakap die nak g uitm nak lepak ngn kak cyla dan myra,(oh pegi makan eyk?)

ejat is going back to unitar today, haha, mcm bengong je round satu kuantan tp die takda lesen haha.btw borak pasal2 ape ape tah, omg, hot la kawan u ejat, bak dtg sorg! huu -_-
then die hantar balik dalam kul 9 lebey camtu,
myra texted : rupanya ade udang di sebalik batu, haha
bukan tak nak ckpn kat korg tp die tu kawan je maa :)
heehee, balik tu reply msg aza ajak g cc ,
then im off to bed sgt penat.

today, d cc, penat, and nak off dah. huhu
a week of hell of a fun :)

back to school tommorrow -.-

current mood:takut dapat result :(

gambang here we come

lalats-gambang-waterpark one word! FUN

best day of hari raya

lalats came to my house :).
nazy and myra antara org yg terawal kot.
nazy lg best kul 12 terus time2 org tngah masak and mandi
lalats untuk raya hanya 6 org jew. sedih 4 org berada di luar kota,tidak mengapa kami faham.
missing: beeha,elisa,byer dan syaq

then: nik ,his bro and boboy came (umi suka sgt!)haha

then: ejat,ady,arid(miza??)haha came. haha,diorg malu2 kucing gahaha

lama jugak la .lepak2 borak2 gelak2 sbb da lame ta jumpe semua
lame sikit sutey dtg, haha sutey kena tahan kami ta bg die balik
so lepas ni ingt nak gerak g umah syaq tpo die tak ada lak
so kami ke rumah sutey :)

trust me kami byk gelak okay.miza lak ade sorg ni berkenan kat die. haha
nik pulak adik die minta nazyrah,.lepas kejadian tu kami gerak ke rumah aza pula :)
umah die tu kami dah kenyang tp sumbat jugak popia dan karipap best best :)
ada baby ainur, haha emm then kat situ la kitorg plan macam2 na g gmbang semua. haha,

sedap an? thanks aza :)
then pg mega jap merayap,
after that,pergi rumah qurat untuk beraya juga,balik tu kitorg kenen2 kan aza dgn tut tut.haha

balik umah terbongkang tido penat!

day five of: hari raya

yg ni best :)
mula2 suposedly pg rumah cikgu harti tp hmm dan janji dgn min

haha pagi2 text dgn aza mcm mane.then dah set pukul 2 lebey camtu gerak g rumah min :)
haha best mak die masak lontong and mee. kuih umah kau best la min.hehe
beraya time tu ade me,aza,min,asha and wawan.
kat umah min ade boyfriend saya , IMAN :) comel je
bagi isa rubics cube.and suruh die blaja buat

beraya punya beraya ,eddie dan kwan2 nya dtg so then gerak g umah wawan,
wawan kan jahat! ahaha
die buat air sarsi tp lepas tu euww! ,malas nak cite haha tp klaka sgt2!
then wawan bawak kereta pg umah syahmie,ade omar.. klaka.
syahmi sgt comel and kitorg bergelak ketawa ,lama da ta jumpa diorg.
balik aman amik dgn kereta jugak.

gamba mcm tak ada,sbb xda camera.
then malam ke ecm,
that's when sumting happen and you guys dont have to know .hehe

day four of: hari raya

oh hari rabu ni : mood tiba2 nak pakai kebaya so

pagi2:rumah mak de kat balok,
the rumah abg die,kat balok jugak
tngok pantai mcm gila best and release tention ,yela kan mcm almost happy dah holidays,

then plan nak stay dgn nana untuk ke tc dan lepak, but then tak jadi duk la rumah men basikal
again jumpa nik i repeat jumpa nik lagi
haha gadoh ngn die best :)

malam order mcd lagi lah kan.
makan2 tngok tv and tunggu sampai tngah malam sbb nana semua nak balik dah.sedih je tah bila dapat jumpa balik,banyak borak ngn nana pasal study,boys haha mcm2
then gen came ! :) but unfotunately i kena blik awal so balik awal and tido

penat but fun