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kuantan

2011-02-04T11:12:00.000-08:00

sepatutnya . untuk berjumpa dengan kak aten , event yg paradoks buat , jumpa anak shue , sekian sekian dan sekian lagi . aku pun tak faham kenapa .

kalau abah ada tentu abah akan kata

2011-02-04T10:52:00.001-08:00

''sabar lah diana dalam kehidupan , semua tu berlaku ada hikmah . abah kan ada ''

goodluck

2011-02-04T10:47:00.000-08:00

goodluck untuk peta , i believe in you

all the best :).

kehidupan .

2011-02-01T05:00:00.001-08:00

sorry yea semua , makin lama makin busy .

gambar bulan ini

2011-02-01T04:59:00.000-08:00

akad nikah mimi & redza

2011-02-01T04:47:00.000-08:00

akad nikah tu perkara yang penting kan sebelum kahwin? seronok sebab kita akan ikat satu perhubungan yang da lama dibina , satu masjid kalau nak bina memang susah , tuhan je yang tau . aku gembira dapat kerja sebagai wedding photographer . orang bahagia pun kita bahagia sekali . aku agak nak nangis sebab masa akad nikah tu kita perlukan wali right? wali tu mestilah ayah kan , kalau xda baru la wali yg berhak seterusnya. dan aku rasa sebak sebab nanti aku pulak akan tempuh alam ni . macam mana yang aku tahu seha pernah cerita tentang kak mimi dgn suami dia ni redza , diorang dah couple dari sekolah lagi , dari zaman kak mimi susah sampai senang sekarang , ibu kak mimi meninggal masa diorg PLKN kat sarawak , aku tersentuh dengar cerita diorg akhir sekali diorang bahagia sangat , seronok tengok . semoga perkahwinan dioragn ni akan terus bahagia ,

tahu ataupun tak , perasaan nak kahwin tu mcm tiba tiba ada , sebab aku rasa menda tu sangat melengkapi hidup ,dan aku sentiasa mendoakan yang terbaik untuk aku , aku harap kalau suatu hari nanti kebahagian yang dia janjikan kepada aku termakbul , ye lah kalau dah jodoh tak kemana . semua orang makin besar makin tua makin matang bukan makin muda . tapi harini aku rasa gembira sangat , sebab apa yang dapat aku tengok dengan mata aku , komitmen yang besar ni untuk hidup amat diperlukan . cewahh , tiba tiba kan? sebenarnya aku rasa sedih tapi masih bahagia . semua orang akan bahagia .

aku rindu abah setiap kali dengar lagu ni

2011-01-31T08:45:00.001-08:00

aku tau aku bukan yang terbaik

2011-01-30T08:04:00.000-08:00

2011-01-19T23:52:00.000-08:00

happy 19th birthday myra :)

2011-01-19T22:05:00.000-08:00

sorry lewat sehari bagi hadiah huhu . okay first and foremost .

video ni simple je tapi hope kau suka lah , lagu stay -estrella ni bagi aku bermakna sangat , kau pun tahu kan kenapa bermakna? hehe ce ingat balik . oh , kalau ikutkan banyaka sangat lagi gamba tapi aku dapat jumpa cari yang ni je , kalau ada lagi banyak nanti aku tambah dalam video ni , kena korek korek album lam semua nanti jumpa , gamba yang tak disangka pun jumpa , haha

second .
kalau tak sebab kau yang tak ajak aku masuk balik band masa form4 , aku tak tahu aku ni siapa sekarang dan macam mana kehidupan aku yang macam dalam literature the road not taken tu . thanks myra . aku appriciate everyhting yang kita dah lakukan together ,kalau tak sebab kau jugak aku mungkin tak kenal shakir , zulfikar , dan yang lain lain . ehem ehem dan selebihnya . haha

third.
sekarang kita dah besar , jauh tu takyah cakap lah , but aku hope kau sentiasa happy okay , yang aku tau nanti kad jemputan kawin mesti sampai kat rumah aku okay? haha . apa apa pun thanks sebab sudi jadi kawan aku dari dulu sampai sekarang , and thanks jugak kat mama kau sebab banyak toleng aku , tolong kita , layan kerenah kita , jadi kawan kita masa masa aku selalu menginap dirumah kau . setiap perkara yang berlaku tu ada masam dan manisnya .

dan yang terakhir , aku harap emmori tu takkan pudar and takkan pernah hilang , terutama waktu waktu kita berdua bahagia dan waktu sedih jugak . walaupun masa berlalu dengan bergitu pantas . thanks for everything .love you budak dah tua ;p
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ikhlas dari

sharifah nordiana syed shaikh a.k.a dee

sisterhood.

2011-01-05T02:13:00.000-08:00

sincerely ,

dee.

been fuckked up these few days

2011-01-04T21:47:00.001-08:00

alhamdullilah

2011-01-04T21:01:00.000-08:00

3.45 , what a number .

i just wish i can do better for the dean , semester 2 please be nice

p/s: geram betul dengan laman web aswara . portal pelajar tu tak dapat masuk so i dont really get to see my result grrrr :(

2011-01-01T03:03:00.000-08:00

sometimes strangers moved you alot inside

2010-12-31T22:19:00.000-08:00

sometimes when u are feeling down and just wanna scream , u tent to choose who u wanna go to , but u having a lot of though decisions to choose people to talk to because they seem not to understand and got a lot of problem themselves, u tent to feel so alone and just wanna cuddle up in your blanket and cry , craving for a shoulder to cry on and a hug , just a simple hug that can change everyhting . u just gotta pick up the phone and call the one u call strangers and they'll suprise you by making you feel so welcome and comforting. even when u are a cross the distance ,the one that can just lend their ears , their advise ,their courage to share with you. somehow it touches you a lot inside . a friend , a stranger and somebody u might think of many coincidence could happen , the one you dont wanna trust just said it straight to your face and making you realise many things and had opened up your eyes and says that hey i believe you,you got me ,im here .. u feel so insecure yet safe , sometimes thats just the right thing to do rather talk to the one you known for your lifetime and the one who cares about you . its not the same, u can feel it . getting to know and opened up is not easy , thats just my way and who i am . thank you stranger , brace face . u changed my way of thinking nowdays.

i just honestly hope that all my new year resolution will come true or at least half of it ill achieve, i just got to start believe in myself .

1.1.11

2010-12-31T22:07:00.000-08:00

2011 .make things happen pleasa? i really need this year . it inspires me to really hold on to this year . make things happen make things happen make things happen..its a new beggining . let me be the one who changes all , myself.

saya rindu awak tahu tak?

2010-12-31T21:52:00.000-08:00

its christmas

2010-12-31T21:50:00.001-08:00

25 december 2010, happy birthday nik aiman hafiz.

tunggu present okay? coming soon

love ze cover .

2010-12-31T21:46:00.000-08:00

my favourite colour rite . thats my baby.

guys and gals presenting my BBPIN: 21B15EC7*add me haha

end of 2010

2010-12-31T21:40:00.000-08:00

sekejap sangat kan? wow . bye bye 2010. it ended quite like a roller coaster . rolls like hell and went up drastically . well i just gotta face it . it kind of ended with mgss band party .

KLWMBC 2010 .

2010-12-31T21:25:00.000-08:00

TRIBUTE TO MICHAEL JACKSON YAWW ;)

dude , rindu gila klwmbc 2008 right? fuhh sumpah . but we still stand strong lalats. i like to think even when we are 30 years old we still go to klwmbc to support our anak anak pulak . hahahah! cute right?

ze drumbattle. haha, mcm biasa all photos and more photos on facebook aite?

week of love

2010-12-31T21:15:00.000-08:00

aww , i got to spent one whole beautiful friggin week with The lalats yaww , memoriable. i would die for another oppoturnity like this .

hmmm

2010-12-31T21:04:00.000-08:00

musical tun mahathir 2
aww. actually half of me cakap its okay takyah masuk , half cakap MASUK LAAA kat IB tu..hmm , but nak buat mcm mana takdir menentukan . if i could then i would but sadly time tu aku kat kuantan . :( so tak dapat dtg practise ..

then there was PETA , budak degree .

my idola
the one and only . SHARIFAH MARIAM SYED ABDULLAH AL-HADAD.

Peta dia , janda setinggan sumpah terbaik.!

aswara before cuti lah dude .

2010-12-31T20:52:00.000-08:00

teater kanak kanak was so fun. but a bit tiring laa.because of the props and stuffs , we used alot of ENERGY,but it hardcore fun . seriously . miss the moment. i got the chance to be orang kampung in this production but still im one of the crew, *ching ching

right after manis bertudung merah straight away kotaku oh kotaku by the degree students , and yeah . i act as a old women . ze mother and grandmother. hehe . it was fun to ya know . first timer .

kak sty pengarah class : pentas hayati . YEAHH . it was fun working with kak lola , didie and other especially kelly! yeah . pentas hayati was a sucsess.

after that , meanwhile we were studying for exams . teater klasik on by cikgu ahmad yatim . it was kindda borring but , errm well what do you expect from CLASICAL THEATRE. but still it was a sucsess

aroha and adeeq . miss you guys much .

wuish wuish .

2010-12-31T06:26:00.001-08:00

MY GOD DAH LAMA GILA I DIDNT UPDATE LIKE SINCE FOREVER .

watch out . theres gonna be a lot of updates upcoming.

2010-10-27T09:34:00.000-07:00

kata kata akhir .

2010-10-27T09:28:00.000-07:00

tak banyak update , walaupun banyak yang berlaku dalam kehidupan seharian , sebab tidak mempunyai masa yang mencukupi .

thanks arina , and fari

2010-10-27T09:26:00.000-07:00

19 october dalam sejarah .

paramore terbaik!

2010-10-27T09:22:00.000-07:00

the best ever , syukur kerana impian aku untuk ke konsert paramore akhirnya menjadi kenyataan. dari lensa kamera ku .

jeng jeng jeng .

2010-10-27T09:13:00.000-07:00

selamat datang je ASWARA :)

aza , comel kan kami??? haha

inspiration

2010-10-27T09:09:00.000-07:00

you guys are my inspiration .

besarkan gamba ni , then tengok , muka muka siapa yang ada depan aku untuk bagi semangat aku belajar .

jadual

2010-10-27T09:05:00.000-07:00


jadual untuk exam dan sepanjang semester 1.

okay , kalau tak nampak , korang boleh right click dan zoom . cuti di aswara memang pelik , lain dari cuti uni lain . sangat jauh berbeza, dan cuti pun mcm tak cuti je . pelik kan . aku rindu sangat kuantan , dah lama tak balik , nak tahu sebab apa? sebab ni la . sabtu ahad ada training . siapkan kerja semua .fuhh stress tu takyah ckp . walaupun tak banyak teori membaca , tapi aspek keseluruhan dalam kehidupan semua kena kerja . aku harap aku dapat balik kuantan jumpa semua orangyang aku rindu ! aku rindu kehidupan yang dulu , tapi nak buat mcm mana life goes on . kita semua ada hidup baru . SEMUA .

dear little sis

2010-10-21T23:55:00.000-07:00

www.sofearazlin.blogspot.com

dear sofea razlin .

sorry kak dee takda kat kuantan untuk awak :(
sorry kak dee takda nak teman awak ,
sorry sayang , kak dee tau . kak dee RINDU GILA kat awak .
kak dee tau selalu awak tunggu kak dee balik kuantan tp kak dee tak balik balik ,
kalau ikutkan . harini juga lepas kak dee baca blog aak kak dee nak balik peluk awak!
kak dee nak dgr semua masalah awak ,
kak dee nak bawak awak jalan jalan pg makan , layan kerenah awak .
sorry kak dee tak dapat balik .
tapi kak dee janji , kak dee sampai je kuantan, kak dee call awak ,kak dee call umi cakap nak bawak awak pg makan k? pastu kita ronggeng sama kak aza .

p/s: kak dee pun banyak cerita nak cerita!

yours truly ,
kak dee .

the things that hold me back

2010-10-16T10:55:00.000-07:00

okay , listen listen . i stoped blogging long time ago . lama dah tak update , see the thing is ive been SUPER BUSY , i dont know why i think time here is getting really crazier each and every day . semua berlalu mcm kilat , sedar tak sedar je nak final . while im here theres so many things i learned that make me knew everything about life . friends . DONT ever think i forget about you guys because the fact is i've been missing you guys so much . sometimes when im free i couldnt even think of calling you guys sebab aku pun takut korang busy , my life here and yours are way different . frankly , mine is more stressfull then yours , so im a surviver here . i learned about LIFE . i starting to realise that life is nothing about giving up , dont ever look back . its life . life that i choose.

im a fighter here .if you guys out there wondering what am i busy of . take some time maybe , visit me here . i'll be performing for shows , exams , and so on soon .

sincerely ,

dee

i miss the lalats

2010-09-26T04:56:00.001-07:00

seriously from the bottom of my heart

selamat hari raya aidilfitri

2010-09-14T10:37:00.000-07:00

dear friends and family . and all readers of this blog . thanks for all the raya wishes and happy eid to you guys as well . im sharifah nordiana syed shaikh seek for forgiveness towards you guys and hope that all my wrong doing and stuffs that i did was bad or shorlty known as my bad behaviour. i am stricly sorry . may this year means more to us and brought up smiles on our faces .

sincerely ,

sharifah nordiana syed shaikh .

the things i think

2010-09-08T14:46:00.000-07:00

its alright , i deserve it all , let me face it by myself ,im strong : i think

coincidence

2010-09-08T14:30:00.000-07:00

hari yang sama , waktu yang sama ,tempat yang sama dalam banyak banyak baju , dia pilih baju elmo . :)

berbuka finally

2010-09-07T15:05:00.000-07:00

dengan aza , myza , kak cyla . berjumpa dengan nazy , elisa <3 picture ni and yang lain later . it was fun kitorg mcm dah lama tak jumpa and waiting for beeha .tak sabar . dah lama tak duduk lepak sama and duduk makan makan makan , finally! looking foward for more .

new life starts

2010-09-07T00:08:00.001-07:00

but i still miss the past . everything behind my past is precious . i dont ever want to forget any single thing . i'll treasure it in my memory . good ones bad ones . i love em all . i'll keep it with me till i die .

step up 3D watch it!

2010-09-06T14:57:00.001-07:00

i need

2010-09-06T14:29:00.000-07:00

-ideas for my skrip ,* lalats help
-card reader
-loose more weight
-be more creative
-keep on striving for my best

what i need the most is just somebody there for me :'(
-when things get wrong
-when things doesnt make sense
-to hold my secret strong
-to always say , just call me when you need me.

teater 2010

2010-09-06T14:24:00.000-07:00

sebab manusia ini

2010-09-06T14:16:00.000-07:00

comel macam tupai katanya . sangat sangat

nota

2010-09-06T14:11:00.000-07:00

sebaik baik lelaki yang boleh berjanji pun akan memungkiri janji tersebut .

dah dua kali aku terkena , pedih perasaan tu . memang la bila dikatakan aku ni tak hiraukan langsung perasaan dia , aku jahat , aku buat mcm dia tak diperlukan dalam hidup aku , aku sibuk mensibukan diri aku dengan orang lain , aku buat buat buta dengan apa yang aku ada depan mata , aku jahat aku dingin aku ego and yess maybe aku tak nampak pun yang aku sayang kau . dan mungkin aku sering melukakan hati orang sekeliling . tapi perlulah kau berjanji dulu?

pada aku sikap aku ni cuma ujian , aku buat mcm tu sebab aku tahu , belum masannya lagi , aku pernah mainkan perasaan kau jugak , aku tahu WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND, tapi perlulah BERJANJI ? nak sehidup semati bagai .kau buat mcm tu kau dah bg aku harapan tahu. sebab tu bila aku dapat tahu pasal kau, mula tu menangis la juga kan, sbb sakit , karma memang sakit . aku kena terima . tapi yang aku tak terima , kenapa kau berjanji . tu je .

the syed and sharifah

2010-09-06T13:10:00.000-07:00

Syed Ashril Hafizi Al'qudsi & Sharifah Nordiana Syed Shaikh Al-Hadi .

im 18 and i think

2010-09-06T13:00:00.000-07:00

i think i big enough to handle my life , i think i matured enough to handle my problem , strong enough to deal with thunders and storm , tall enough to stand straight for myself. confident enough to voice out . loud enough to be reconised . clear enough to be seen . strong enough to be in a relationship .

but still,
im the same person , never change and never will . the things thas been changing me is , the way i think , the way i manage time .
im still clumsy , im still sad at certain times , im still a kid inside . but im dealing with every bits maturedly . as i always did .

im still sharifah nordiana maihan bt syed shaikh , i still sleep with my umi. im still a normal human being .

im growing up

2010-09-06T12:47:00.000-07:00

im officially 18 , what makes me older? is life . i spend my night at hafiz's studio before 2nd september . and the night was sweet . thanks to them . didi , kak nad , and YOU

the day after , thanks for all the wishes at facebook friends, family.lalats , roomates , mates , lecturer . awww terharu :')
and thanks for the dikir barat birthday song . that was sweet . malam minggu roh ramadhan is where everything started to be a new chapter of mine , im 18 . officially

special thanks to taufiq : thanks for the cadbury blackforest <3

pictures tak ada sgt sebab camera tak bawak , terkunci dalam loker . unfortunately kan?

farhan saya

2010-09-05T23:02:00.000-07:00

paan , where are you eh? i miss you ;'(

roomates

2010-08-24T13:58:00.001-07:00

kak ayu , kak ayu musik , kak ari , kak ira , Mec , kak sha, bella, umai.

akhmal nazri :)

2010-08-24T13:29:00.000-07:00

thanks for always being there

mates

2010-08-24T13:20:00.000-07:00

kumpulan 2 : kelas puan marlia musa

kitorang lebih gila dari biasa . luar dari biasa , :)

from left : mira ,umai,syafiq,ekin, ejad,afiq,dee, topex,akhmal , syafiq

impian

2010-08-24T13:06:00.000-07:00

bertempat di blackbox aswara . pukul 1 tngahari .
projek awal tahun 3 untuk mencukupkan syarat bagi peTA .

pengarah yang dinilai : kak maidya .
sinografer yang dinilai : frankie billy

pelakon yang dinilai : maarof ,kak syasya .

turut membantu : tasha(wanita 2)bohsia , topex(lelaki 2 ) penagih .

SM: kak zira ,
assist SM: dee .

naskah yang dilakukan ialah naskah IMPIAN yang bertemakan realism dan menceritakan tentang gejala gejala sosial yang berlaku secara langsung atau tidak langsung sekarang . anak anak yang terkongkong dan mempunya masalah tersendiri yang ingin bebas . apakah mereka akan temui cita cita dan impian mereka?

walaupun aku hanya membantu secara kecil kecilan tetapi ianya permulaan baru bagi aku untuk menceburi bidang pengarahan . keseluruhannya terlibat dan berkerja dalam satu produksi bukanlah sesuatu yang mudah .

riza riza :)

2010-08-19T13:46:00.001-07:00

aswara setakat ni

2010-08-19T13:36:00.000-07:00

meet nurul fasihah mansodin

2010-08-19T13:13:00.000-07:00

a.k.a kecik

seha banyak gambar lawa lawa seriously :) but i choose this one because i rasa this one makes me smile also . haha see? dia sgt adorable and a good friend .

i-city sisters

2010-08-19T13:09:00.000-07:00

i miss driving . seriously

2010-08-19T13:07:00.001-07:00

i miss my old life

2010-08-01T09:55:00.000-07:00

friends , lalats , kakak , adik , umi

i need hugs from you guys ;(
i miss my old life .

sumpah rindu kehidupan lama .

happy birthday

2010-08-01T09:34:00.001-07:00

happy birthday my bestfriend ,

this budak kecik here, dah grow upp upp and up . time passses by so fast. look at you , you're officially 17! dah besar kot . aww i've known you since what you're 15 kot? haha . love you babe .

we've been through together a lot .seriouly , ups and even downs . you'll always there for me and im here as well . promise me that nothing is gonna sepperate us okay?

if only i dapat jumpa and lepak dengan you . there would be so much to tell .

happy birthday riza nursyazween .
love you :)

happy birthday,

2010-08-01T09:03:00.000-07:00

dear kak aten yusry,

sorry sebab wish lambat ,
sorry sebab kita dah tak rapat mcm dulu,
sorry masih lagi tak dapat peluk kakak waktu kesedihan
rindu nak berborak dengan kakak ,
rindu kakak
rindu nak jumpa ,

kakak,saya rasa kosong semenjak tak text dgn kakak . semenjak tak jumpa kakak, semenjak makin jauh , semenjak kita jarang jumpa . mana kakak? mana saya? saya rindu kehidupan dulu ,saya rindu tc sumpah . saya rindu sugar glider kakak , saya rindu tengok kakak senyum . saya rindu lepak makan ice jelly dengan kakak .

from the bottom of my heart ,
saya rindu kakak sgt sgt .
;(

i cant barely sleep thingking

2010-07-24T02:50:00.000-07:00

im sorry , ;(

i cant honestly say ,
you've been on my mind since i woke up today.
i think about yesterday all the time
this memories came back to life. i dont mind .

i remember when you smile,
i still see in everytime.
the time that you dance with me when no music playing
i remember those simple things ,
i remember till i cry.

but the one thing i wish i forget
memory i wan to forget ,
is goodbye .

i want to turn back time

2010-07-24T02:38:00.000-07:00

i want to turn back time , and i wish i just could keep my mouth shut.i was stupid. im sorry .

you, im sorry

2010-07-24T00:47:00.001-07:00

im really really sorry
;(

i wish orientation never ends .

2010-07-24T00:25:00.000-07:00

my group

batch 2010/2011 :)

satu dua tiga .kecutt perutt
senam seni , haha

me and akmal :)
pendaftaran subjek ,

i miss them already

the best , elizebeth ramayah, angeline, irena taib, lee she min, visha, pricilla,and me :)

because it was seriously fun . theres more picture . :)

terharu and terkejut

2010-07-16T09:39:00.000-07:00

alaaa, mereka dah delete gamba mereka berdua (abg huzaimi dgn kak cyla)

gedik je kan . thanks bish for the photos

at first things i bought at ikea , pastu dah mcm lambat je kan nak jumpa ejat. sampai je klcc teman diorg pg makan ,tak dapat tngok twilight tp sbb ada hikmah , sbb aza dgn kak cyla dtg!!! :') terharu en? mula mula seriously ingt tak dtg tau , pastu dany ah baik punya berlakon . mula mula teman ejat dany dgn bish isap rokok kat luar , then aza suruh pandang tepi . pandang pandang je nampak abg huzaimi kak cyla dgn aza ,terus lari tak pandang apa dah , peluk aza mcm sepuluh tahun tak jumpa . then gerak makan lagi , masa dekat meja tu comel sgt ejat gaduh dgn aza :)

national comp 2010

2010-07-15T19:40:00.000-07:00

best colourguard and 2nd place . haha

saya rindu menjadi ketua dan kakak kepada mereka ;(

more photos on facebook , btw malas cakap pasal band , cakap pasal org yg kita jumpa je , sbb nat comp mcm bukan lah boleh menjadi topic perbualan . haha kedudukan tu pun mcm entahlah kan.

mizan thanks for chopkan tempat duduk , penat ni drive dari cheras . haha

this part, buat aku senyum , at first i though he was all sombong and stuff , mcm da tak nak kawan langsung , but as i text him from where i sat , he was like pusing 360 darjah cari mana i. hahah , comel gila omg!he was looking for me . aww ;') then i called him and we talked , suka suka suka , tak tahu lah harini dapat jumpa dia tak ;(

HAHA , ini buat saya senyum :) tapi saya habiskan masa masa sy sebelum masuk ASWARA , nanti dah masuk susah nak mcm ni lagii . ;(

i just wanna shout!

2010-07-15T19:27:00.000-07:00

asila hanim mohd shahril , zarifah zainal ,nabihah sudin, sofea razlin,amiza nadhirah, eleasa zaharudin ,nazirah fuzei, myra hasnaremy ,

atiqah ghapar, azmira aziz, asha roshada lot hashim ,

i miss you guys so effin damn much.

aza , i miss you badly

2010-07-14T11:49:00.001-07:00

;'(

where are you?

2010-07-14T11:31:00.000-07:00

where are you ? i keep looking , i'll never give up . will not and never , though i've been through torns and stroms alone . where are you? as i take a deep breathe i closed my eyes in silence through the sounds of instrumentically music in many ways that calms me down . each and everytime i think , inside is killing me . i know its still early for me to find or found you , but i wanna taste the escense of the feeling that everybody feels , which i think i spend most of my time hearing peoples thoughts and sounds . mine? where are you? i'll get back up if i found you and lost you again and again . deep inside i cant feel that my heart is like falen leaves on a summer spring , and i can hear the sounds of crashes while people steped on the dry leaves each and everytime i found you and lost you , it hurts . where are you? i dont wan to shout , but my heart is bursting with hardcore sounds that is unconditionally needs to be treat . where are you? i found tears along my way alone , some tears came from a exhuberant city called sadness and some from thrilled city called happiness . i became closed and oftenly meet them . they became the one that makes me strong along the way . i got you , but i cant seem to get or even understand you anymore . where are the real you? i came to far along the valley of the uncompaniened.all of a sudden its hard to find you.craving for the feeling of a hapy kid getting an ice cream . like a happy mom giving birth ,like an employe getting their paycheck , i just need a soul to save mine , where are you? where am i .

where are you love . i miss the feeling

to haiqal izlan

2010-07-14T09:49:00.000-07:00

thanks for the evening adik , still rasa bersalah sebab adik kena marah . :(

ily .

my love

2010-07-13T19:06:00.000-07:00

tersentuh actually bila dgr lagu ni . dengar lyrics dia ;(

konsert keynote ke 3

2010-07-13T18:52:00.000-07:00

type KN3/5/10 FAAN :)

beautiful kak marissa :)

here are abg faan's family , kak marissa , abg haziq, kak rabiah , my brother and me on the camera . haha so gamba mcm teeetttt sikit sebab time recording tak boleh amik gamba . duhh

congratulations sbb dapat lagu terbaik second time .

rumah baru :)

lets face the fact

2010-07-12T10:13:00.000-07:00

jacob is so damn HOT!

current mood

2010-07-12T09:56:00.000-07:00

tak sabar nak sambung belajar , tak sabar tak sabar. tak sabar nak tu tak sabar nak ni .

i miss TL's.
i miss kuantan.
i miss kak aten.
i miss my high school years.

and

i miss e*** ;'(

cheercomp 2010

2010-07-12T09:26:00.001-07:00

. but yeah it was my first time though .
congrats CYRENS? haha . apa apa je lah . but i got to meet haiqal ;) crazy little brother . i love you . haha thanks for teman-ing me . and wak dol , and your other friend comel je .
malam tu while waiting for riza join budak budak sbu and vi main truth or dare . haha sumpah kelakar . eldrin,adam,amar was there too . miss the moment :) byk lagi budak sebenarnya. RAMAI GILA . seriously , oh and and Allyn pun ada .

situation 1: jerit IM GAYY *clap to aiman . haha

situation 2: cium kasut

situation 3: cium kerusi

situation 4: lari sambil bukak baju . hahah

banyak lagi kot situations . gila gila je semua . eldrin tak kena buat apa apa pun ,

malam tu teman riza hantar ismeth balik melaka , :) then we went home , although time i spent with riza sekejap but worth it la , nanti lepak lagi eh . i kan nak spy you . pictures more on facebook :)

mgs sports day :)

2010-07-12T09:19:00.000-07:00

congratulations CRAVEN .

bangga seyh aku dgn craven tahun ni . gud job guys :) photos more on facebook .

2010-07-08T14:24:00.000-07:00

them ,

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haiqal and asma . aww :) oh and i wanna introduce , this is haiqal. ezzat's little brother HAHA

yun and her sister ira :)

they have some sort of connection with me ;') both of them suddenly came into my life and carve a smile on my face .

to my little sister sofea, read this please :)

2010-07-04T11:14:00.000-07:00

walaupun nanti kak d nak sambung belajar dah , kalau ada apa apa cepat cepat bgtahu kak d k? im here always .

not just only mine but the youngest sister in lalat's .
sofea razlin,

kak d tau apa yang awak rasa , perasaan awak , memberontak bagai sebab awak masih
kecik , and awak terkejut lagi semua ni , awak still tak berapa nak matang dengan erti kehidupan
kak d faham , bila awak cerita masalah awak kat kak d , kak d pun tahu perasaan awak mcm mana
kak d tahu apa yg awak nak sebenanya , kenapa awak menangis semua kak d tahu byer. susah bagi awak bila awak kena tanggung lebih dah kena memberi lebih jugak untuk jaga hati semua orang , kak d rasa mesti awak dah lega kan bila dah cerita kat kak d semua? kak d tak marah sbb kak d pun faham . kak d un dgr jugak pandangan dari mak awak , betul , hargai mak kita byer , sebab satu satu nya mak kita dalam dunia tu lah mak yg paling baik yang boleh kita dapat byer , cari lah satu dunia ni pun takkan ada sorg yg dapat tanding dgn mak kita sendiri , semua tu dah tuhan tentukan , ingt semua pesan kak d . kak d nak awak berjaya , kak d nak awak TUTUP mulut semua orang , kak d nak . orang tak pandang rendah langsung kat awak , kak d nak org yg buta tak pernah nampak kelebihan awak tu nampak yg sebenarnya awak lebih dari semua , awak boleh buat . ingt DUA benda yg kak D cakap kat byer haritu tau , ingt , byer dah janji .
kak d sentiasa doa kot byer bahagia , kak d tahu mcm mana byer rasa nak lari daripada semua benda , tp byer kak d mintak byer dgr and ingt pesan kak D haritu je , walaupun tak seberapa tp kak d yakin byer boleh buat mcm tu , kak d tak expect apa apa , tp kalau byer berjaya . kak d org paling bahagia sekali faham? ni masa untuk awak lupa semua masalah tu , focus kat study ,biarlah org lain tak nampak effort yg byer buat , tp nanti ,esti TUNJUK .

u can always tell me anything k byer? dari A-Z , dari atas sampai bawah , kak d will always be there for you , no more tears ? in fact awak ada lagi 8 kakak kakak yg terbaik dari ladang untuk jaga awak sorg yg paling kecik byer . we'll always love you , no matter what .

DiGi LIVE tour 2010

2010-07-04T10:59:00.000-07:00

masa malam konsert tu tiba tiba ada pulak lah menylit pertunjukan bunga api , lepas tu je hujan hahahaha. trust me , best kot peluk byer :)

bboy hiro :)

topi kuning :)

around 4 , i picked up sofea . and straight away went to kbs. more on facebook ,
firstly mmg agak bosan but lama lama okay ah jugak , jumpa mia pun secara kebetulan .

i want

2010-07-01T09:31:00.000-07:00

-flawless skin.
-skinny
-perfect hair
-right attitude .

as today i quote .
''i dont want attention for attentions sake,im not going to do anything for schock value''

sekarang jarang update blog . hmm im more on writing , its more personal.

i just realised

2010-07-01T09:22:00.000-07:00

that as time passes , im the one thats only left . tommorow will be beeha's flight and soon kak cyla continuing her new sem . im left . everything is differrent . differ in many ways .

semua nak menggelabah kat facebook tu yg korg pun dpt masuk aswara? tak payah kot . im now terrified and horrified seriously , takot sgt . gelabah lah korang . hmm, i'll be like so damn home sick and gonna be missing my friends so damn much .sincerely,

Dee ,
pelajar akademi seni budaya dan warisan kebangsaan 2010
fakulti teater .

cover laptop -checked!

2010-07-01T09:18:00.000-07:00

teman kak cyla beli barang . seperti kasut , beg laptop dan t-shirt . then aku membeli cover laptop yg da lama aku plan nak beli . hehe .

next plan : siapkan video lalats.

i guest 16 days to go.

2010-07-01T09:12:00.000-07:00

thank you and your welcome :)

2010-07-01T08:58:00.001-07:00

your welcome syg . i read it and cry . awww . bee . thanks for believing in me . i'll be that somebody , i'll make you yg comel tu proud okay :P its a promise.
thank you bee , for the necklace and earing . i'll wear em . because i'll miss u so efin much.

earing tu comel : definition cili sebab kau kuat makan pedas and aku belajar dari kau :) hehe .
rantai tu : aku sedang mencari rantai sebergitu , and mcm ada instick keibuan kau , aku dapat :)
cawan sudu garpu pisau dari ikea tu . : akakn ku guna . kak cyla punya warna pink .

thank you , thanks a lot .

kalau aku senang , aku tulis kat kau pulak surat yea? *in blog spesificly . theres just so much more to say . i love you babe, take care in sarawak . this two days that we spent , means A LOT .

beeha , i love you.

2010-07-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

bye bye cookie monster , awak nak ke sarawak dah ;')

first and formost you are most welcome sayang . ini je lah yang mampu aku bagi hadiah kat kau sebelum kau pg sarawak . aku dgn kak cyla ke rumah kau untuk meringankan lagi kerja kerja kau mengemas barang tu . hee,ok , ternyata . sikit barang barang yg kau bawak bee , im impressed :) maklumlah barang kena berat 60 kg ? hahaha. we had fun . kemas kemas , borak borak , ketawa ketawa , bercerita perihal kehidupan kita kan?29/7/2010 we ate at santai , and ternyata tempat tu not bad and enviroment as well as condition dia best . WE TALKED . LAUGH . and even rewind stories yg dah berabad kurunya . suddenly i realise tinggal kita bertiga je kat kuantan . ;(

2010-06-28T07:47:00.000-07:00

whats left .

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all memories ,

semalam lepas hantar beeha balik , aku tutup radio , bukak lagu memori tercipta kat phone . semua memori dari 2008 tu dtg balik , hujan lebat tibe tibe , serious tak dapat tahan. rasa kosong , takda sape duduk kat sebelah aku, dulu ada AZA, ;'(

aku sedar bila semua dah takda , sunyi, walaupun sebelu ni biasa je tp tiba tiba , bila teringat semua , aku nangis , tak sanggup nak balik rumah , takut kat rumah nangis lagi teruk .
haritu masa last jumpa aku dah nangis , dah banyak kali last dan setiap kali last tu lah aku nangis .

semua dah besar , dulu tak rasa , sekarang dah lalui baru rasa . tak dapat tahan doh perasaan ni , kalau dulu cakap je boleh lah sebab tak rasa lagi . sekarang ? apa jadi . setiap kali tengok gambar mesti berair je mata , setiap kali bercakap mesti teringat je semua .

tak mampu nak ckp apa apa dah . gudluck everyone .

p/s; aza , rindu kau sgt sgt . bukan aku tak rindu yg lain , aku rindu yg lain jugak , tp KAU lah BUAT AKU RASA PALING SUNYI .

everythings gonna be ok .

2010-06-23T12:13:00.000-07:00

gamba dari blog aza . yeah im sure and aku yakin everythings gonaa be okay and im gonna miss all th moments . every single bit of it . everything gonna be okay .

untuk bashiirun roslee,

i just hope that one day , i got the guts to tell you that i really like you . thanks for making me smile .

but , i'd stop hoping already . i threw all away , how i felt for you , how im falling for you each and everyday , how the fact that you were my best friend . indeed you are . until now , cuma kau terlalu indah, bahagian kebahagiaan yang tuhan turunkan kepada aku . kau sahabat baik yang jauh . kau jujur . kau ikhlas . i really hope things will never change . dont let me go ,please .

be my bestfriend , forever . ;'(

simply the best .

2010-06-22T12:11:00.000-07:00

omg , rasa mcm nak dia jadi boyfriend kan? *droolllss

setelah lama aku tak tngok hindustan . and guess what ? 3 idiots was awesome!!! seriously :)

you got a friend in me

2010-06-21T10:34:00.001-07:00

thumbs up , perfect! after i watched this movie , i started to wonder , where did all my toys go? its under my bed at mama's house . do they have feelings like those guys? *apa aku merepek lah , tepengaruh dgn katun , haha . Btw , i cried okay . at the end because . obviously , andy's going to college ,and he grew up . knowing that its time for him to give away all of his toys to sumone who could really take over his place. so all of them found a new home . they became bonnie's toy ;') the look on andy's face , woody, buzz , all others have been trough a lot . anyway . i would love to watch this movie again . because they always got a friend in me :')

i got her :)

2010-06-20T10:13:00.000-07:00

how i wish

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i wish i could talk to you abah .
i wish i could tell you how excited i am to further my studies.
i wish you'd be there for me when im going to college .
i wish i could give you present on fathers day.i wish you could help me by hearing my problems.
i wish you could call me everytime when i went out and ask me to come home early.
i wish to se you smile abah.
i wish to love you and to take care of you as i live .
i wish to wake up and here the sound of you making teh tarik.
i wish i could hear you laugh .
i wish you can make jokes to make me smile .
i wish you'll be there when i succeid .i wish i cant make you happy with all of my achievement.
i wish you'd be the one to tell me that dont ever give up .

and what i wish the most is ,to hug you and tell you that i love you so much abah .

happy fathers day arwah abah . i missed you , alot :'(

u left me early , making me strong each and evryday i step and live my life . u left me with the greatest mom that i could ever imagined i had. u left me when i was a little girl making me wiser each and everyday until now . u make remember every single day that i've been through needs to be appriciated. but how i still wish i could have longer days with you . how i wish to have you around , but its okay . god loves you even more abah . if you're hearing my thoughts or listen to me or watching over me . i wanna express all my gratitude to you , because if it wasnt because of you . i would'nt be born and will not be living today , until now . i love you and always will. im strong , i know i am .

what lama sgt lagi

2010-06-19T10:39:00.000-07:00

27 DAYS TO GO .

haha , tapi takpee . i got plans already :)

i just found out

2010-06-17T08:50:00.000-07:00

yang sebenarnya , kau still sayang ex gf kau kan? yang sebenarnya status in a relationship tu untuk relationship korang yang tergantung tu . gosh . how i wish i could just realise earlier.eh , hmm maybe tak , maybe salah faham je kot .

*sigh , i love you.walaupun nampak mcm tak

dunia ni kecik , bulat . sphera

2010-06-17T00:37:00.000-07:00

he's name is sheikh muhammad lufti .
pernah lah dulu suatu ketika dulu , aku minat kat sorg mamat ni , tp tak pernah tau nama dia ke apa benda tah , just tngok dia masa tu kat mega ada dance competition . haha , masa tu tngah menggila kat dia ni , tngok dia buat back flip semua semua lah . mmg time tu no.1 fan dia . hahah
tapi tak kenal and tak pernah kenal , so buat bodoh je lah kan? terserempak byk kali . nampak pun byk kali masa jogging kat taman bandar semua tu nampak dia . tp TAK KENAL LANGSUNG , okay i have no idea who he is .

so nak dijadikan cerita i went to my cousins house , and kitorg borak borak then timbul isu adik beradik bf dia ni ? so i was like oh dia ada abg? pusing pusing pusing , sekali sheikh zaim punya abg ni ialah budak yg aku minat sgt tu ! haha kecik je kan dunia ? tngok facebook dia . aku dah mcm omg omg omg, rupanya mmg betul he joined capoeira which suatu ketika dahulu aku pun pernah masuk , -_- walauehh . tp rugi la sbb aku da tak masuk capoeira . tp kalau nak ingt balik mesti nak gelak je . haha . he's so hot okay , and aku ni back off je . just glad to know that he is lufti and he is zaim's brother .

phrase of the week

2010-06-17T00:32:00.000-07:00

inspired by beeha's post.

capture and treasure every moment ;')

tuesday .love it

2010-06-17T00:14:00.000-07:00

okay after berjam jam di mcd bergelak ketawa and so on tiba masanya untuk pulang , huhu .
aza punya goodbye greeting sangat interesting and comel , :) aww . rindu moment tu .

saksi kejadian: beeha,sis cyla, dee, sir harry,helmi,sir hezrul,kecik,and sir yg kat tngah2 tu tak tahu nama tp muka mcm jasmin . lol

thanks sir , sebab telah membawa kami menaiki kereta honda sir :)

okay , so ini kereta juara . sir hezrul kata ini peti ais ? haha sir harry pulak kata ini washing machine , sir helmi kata ini mancis . hahahahaha

bagi aku , kereta juara ni mcm roti kotak kotak . hahhaha , btw kereta juara ni bagus untuk mengangkut orang dan barang je . sangat panas kerana aircond mcm nazak tak boleh lawan kereta wira yea? haha .

beehord tngah laparrr .haha

lama tak umpa nazirah , hehe . ni ha dia , menunjukkan parutnya di muka . so kisahnya , banyak lagi kat blog kak cyla , baca kat situ eh.

mr.audy hezrul :)

lama dah kan tak jumpa , haha . tadaaa, ajar cg movement .

haha gila masa budak budak ni

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